I'm sad today.

This morning, my godfather passed away in Sibu.
He had been fighting with his diseases for a long time.
I just received the news from my godmother the day before yesterday that he was in hospital for a week already.
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After I heard the news that he passed away...
I was shocked. I really dunno what to say.
One of the people I love most suddenly gone...

The last time I met him was around june. I visited him.
He gave me an angpau....told me to be happy.
Lying down on the bed, looking at me. Smile at me eventhough he was suffering.
He can't even eat with him own mouth. Have to rely on pipe which linked to his stomach.

I can't understand why. Why the life of the good ones have to end so fast? Whereas all the bad one still survive?! Why?! Why those idiots who always harm my family still survive???

Those who live beside our house I mean...scolded my sis, my mom...scratched my new car with stones...even threatened my mom on the road!! Almost cause my mom to have an accident! Why did they do those things? Because they are jealous. They jealous about everything we have now. They want our house. They want us to live nowhere. They want our money. This may sound a bit dramatic, but its TRUE.

We bought a new car(My current Toyota Avanza)last time...for weeks only, get scratched. Car plate broke. Window worned. Right car door got scratched badly...

One time,mom was driving the new car (The Avanza) on the road. The bitch's son, was driving behind her. Then he drived pass my mom. And then suddenly he adjusted his car to the front of my mom and braked. Luckily my mom was alert on that time. So, she brake instantly. The car went spinning. She was unable to control. Luckily again, the road was empty. And the guy...open his window, laughed at my mom and drove away !!

GRRRRRRRRRRRR!!! My anger will arise everytime when I mention out this. I have been trying to control myself. Be wise. Not to take revenge which might cause troubles.

Although we had forgived them for lots of times.
We can in fact call the police! But NO. Why? Because they are our relatives, we respect them...but still they din manage to change. Still doin bad things! Still wanna harm my family!! How come they still surviving?!

As the only son in the family, I MUST stay strong! I MUST protect my family. Protect everyone around me!!
I believe that justice will be served one day!
Like my mom told me. "We must forgive others. If they are still being bad, One day they will face the consequences. Bad luck will fall upon them. We just sit and wait."

God, please stay with us. Help us.